| Lost...and...Forever...Will...Be...
I don't understand you and i don't think i ever will, but you have to understand me. If you really wanted to save me from any pain at all, you would just let me go. Don't hold on to my hand anymore, just release me. I don't deserve you, and knowing that you care that much for me. It truely deeply hurts me. I know it hurts you too, so that's why i want you to know that if you let me go, than the pain wouldn't be there anymore. Forget me, and everything about me. I don't know why you fell for me, but it doesn't matter now. I won't feel for anyone the way i felt for you, and probably will never. I might regret this later, but i took a really long time to think about this, and everytime i think about you. It makes me sad, or cry. It's just that all this time, the lust to be together has taken a wrong turn. It won't be the same...All the times that i wanted to tell you how i felt, someone has already has. That made me think, maybe it wasn't right. Maybe destiny didn't meet fate, maybe you and i aren't suppose to meet at all. I don't knowm *sigh*...maybe one day at a time in our lives, you and i will meet face to face, but i doubt it. I don't know why i'm being so negative but it's just the way it is, it's just me. Don't think i will forget you...that's one think i will never do. I promise....always....
I will never forget you...
Magz |
